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Joslinne Morgan
26 October 2009 @ 11:55 am
Good afternoon to the handful of loyal blog readers who I am certain still read this. Right? *a reprimanding glance sent throughout the crowd* Well, I cannot blame nay drifters. I have not updated this blog in a mortal lifetime. Sad, I know. I thought I'd post just before I started writing, because there is a LOT to write. I am responding to a challenge that Irene and I have set up for ourselves, a vampire story that just may or may not be posted here when I am finished. I suppose it depends on how much you all love me. :D Anyhow. Youth NaNoWriMo is also coming up ... soon!!! I'm so bloody excited!! Irene and I will be working on it together. November just ... can't ... get here fast enough ...
 
 
Current Location: Wonderland
Current Mood: content
Current Music: As Good as You - Jane Eyre
 
 
Joslinne Morgan
26 October 2009 @ 01:35 am
Of course, I disappear for 11+ weeks, only to burden you with more horrible fanfiction. I'm a terrible person. Unrepentantly so.

This one's new, I swear!! 

Title: The Healing Power of Hatred
Rating: T
Summary: The canidates for Archibald's paternity have been narrowed down to one. A missing puzzle piece of his life put together too late. But how will Montrose react to his own past coming back to haunt him? Complete. Please review! 

Just click on the lovely picture below and it will take you right there...

 
 
Current Mood: flirty
 
 
Joslinne Morgan
04 August 2009 @ 07:12 pm


As usual, click on the marvelous picture above and it shall take you straight to where you need to be. Enjoy this one while the updates continue to come pouring in. I don't know why the muses are favoring me but it's unnerving.
 
 
Joslinne Morgan
04 August 2009 @ 01:08 pm



Here we go! Click on the beautiful picture above and it will lead you straight to chapter 2 of my Frollo Fanfic. Now, I never said it was amazing. Feedback is still, as always, appreciated. I'm not sure I like this installment very much but it will lead to greater, bigger things. So saying, it must be written. Anyhow, here we go, love Frollo, because we adore him.

 
 
Joslinne Morgan
04 August 2009 @ 11:37 am
They seek him here, they seek him there
The ladies seek him everywhere!
He gives the Frenchies nothing but frustration
Sink me! He's a spoilsport
Each and every demned decapitation
He cuts short


FOUR DAYS FOUR DAYS FOUR DAYYYYYYS!!!!!!!!!! 

I am so incredibly excited, you have no idea. Of course, right now I'm just grumpy. Not enough sleep. Well, strike that - I've had plenty of sleep, I suppose, just not very good sleep. I kept having strange dreams about monarchies, heirs, and assassinations. It would all make for an interesting plot if I could remember enough of it to jot it down. I think ... it was about a king whose brother wanted his own son to ascend the throne, they fought over it, and then the king had his brother banished. Years later, on the coronation, the new king had his uncle asassinated ... *rubs eyes* I didn't say it made sense.

Just waiting, waiting, for Irene to get on :D My writing has been going splendidly lately. My novel is 110,036 words and 226 pages and going strong. I am long overdue for another installment in Spirit of Discord, and a second chapter for This Burning Desire has been demanded of me. So right now, I'm concentrating on the second chapter, hopefully I can get one conjured up before this week is over!!!! 

My new novel goal is now set on ultimate - 310 pages, when it's all finished. Think I'm long-winded enough to do it? Let us hope so. :D 

Anyway, off to write that next chapter. Root for me, please! I'm terrified of it turning into a series ... I wouldn't know what to do with myself then!! 

And before I forget! The promised links, and some good news.

The Fiery Pit - A Claude Frollo Website - The Most Amazing Ever

This Burning Desire - by Belladonna - The Fiery Pit I am so HAPPY that she decided to put it on there!!!!! 

The Streets of London - you may know it better as the first installment of The Devil's Angels. My first technical short story to ever get accepted into an actual MAGAZINE!!! *Celebrate* Here is the link, it's online for now. Hopefully it will get chosen to be put into their printed issue *crosses fingers* 
 
 
Current Location: The Emerald City
Current Mood: grumpy
Current Music: They Seek Him Here - The Scarlet Pimpernel
 
 
Joslinne Morgan

Day #1 of being gone ... already I miss my Gypsy. Gypsy, if you are reading this, which I doubt, I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! 

We just got back about an hour ago from WalMart. I am now nursing a headache because of the BRIGHT fluorescent lights and the buzz of people as they stampede back and forth from sale to sale. But before that - it was fun. We went school supplies shopping. NOT looking forward to school, but childishly pleased with the notebooks, binders, and pens that I acquired. I had to go ahead and put them in my backpack or I'll forget what they are for and use them for writing, and that's not good. I've done that before, it would end up very badly if I couldn't find anything on the very school morning.

And in case you are wondering, NO, I NEVER listen to anything that is NOT Scarlet Pimpernel. Well, I do, it's just what I happen to listen to while writing, because it inspires me AMAZINGLY. I am in such a Rocky Horror Picture Show mood, though, it's frightening. I even considered writing "Whatever happened to Fey Reigh" on my notebook --- assuming I spelled that correctly --- hmmm.... *hunts down marker* 

I considered writing a next chapter, even read over the last few to see if some inspiration would emerge, but nope... nothing really jumping out and yelling "WRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITE" just yet, so I won't force it. I'll just wait for the inspiration to hit me. What do you want to bet it will be AFTER Goblet of Fire, at 1 in the bloody morning? 

By the by, the promised link from earlier. The Fiery Pit - A Claude Frollo Website - The Most Amazing Ever want my advice? After you check out all the usual stuff, avatars, backgrounds, etc. GO TO FANFICTION!!! There is some seriously amazing stuff there. I've wanted to attempt a little FrolloxEsmeralda love fanfic myself but I haven't had the time and I never think about it when I do. Plus ... that next Strahd chapter is still long overdue. So much writing to do, so very little time. *chews nails* Maybe I WILL write a quick Frollo fanfic tonight, though. I know it's already been done so many times but I would just love to the dungeon scene from the book using the Disney Frollo at his finest. That scene has been run ragged by Frollo fans but really ... I can't see Frollo groveling, I don't like the sight of it, and I think it should be Esmeralda doing a bit of the begging. *evil, evil smirk* 

I'm not obsessive at all ... why do you ask?

Well? Yea, or nay? Even though I'm already writing my novel and a Strahd fanfic, since I really am not in the middle of any major short story series or anything I might as well give it a shot. A ONE-SHOT fanfic, not like Strahd, which is taking me for freaking ever. Two pages, maybe four or six at the most. I think I can do it.

I foresee a long night... well, when I'm finished I will post it here. *cracks knuckles* Arrivederci, off to make evil, evil plans.

~ Joslinne
 

 
 
Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: When I Look At You - The Scarlet Pimpernel
 
 
Joslinne Morgan
26 July 2009 @ 12:26 pm
Finally in Wilmington, Hurrah!! Tomorrow we head off to Myrtle Beach, and you will receive a more detailed account of that adventure after I get back.

No, I haven't watched HoND yet, I haven't had the time! I want to watch it soon, my creativity is dying and I am going through some serious Frollo withdrawl. As if evident by my amazing avatar. Which, by the by, came from The Fiery Pit website... I'll post a link whenever my computer decides it wants to bring up Google. In the meantime, you can Google it yourself, but all her Frollo stuff is A-MAZING. My background came from there, too.

But enough advertising. I'm getting ready to write some more, I managed to get out an entire other three or four pages of a chapter Friday night, just by writing at random because frankly, none of them were cooperating, and it was getting tiresome just waiting to write until I had figured it out myself. I keep forgetting that the best way to get out an idea is to let the characters take the reins, I suppose they know what they're doing. Not that I'll ever admit it, because their egoes don't need to be inflated any more than they already are.

This is a very boring little blog post, but I'm about to go eat lunch, so I must away for now. Maybe I'll post a little story snippet here  later. Possibilities are endless.

Luck in the shadows,
~ Joslinne
 
 
Current Location: Granny's House
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Into the Fire - The Scarlet Pimpernel
 
 
Joslinne Morgan
23 July 2009 @ 10:36 pm

It has been a rainy summer, hurricane season is nigh, and we haven't been getting hurricanes so much as rain. Mounds upon mounds of white, fluffy clouds and black, thunderous clouds have been piled on top of each other, looking properly intimidating. I think the reason they are intimidating is because they are so terrifyingly beautiful. Hovering over our little world, as if foreshadowing something greater, more magnificent to come. Not menacing as they appear, but just too great, too awesome, for us to wrap our minds around.

Anyway, that' my random thought of the evening. Resume.
 

 
 
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: The Riddle - The Scarlet Pimpernel
 
 
Joslinne Morgan
23 July 2009 @ 09:43 pm

I am so in the mood to watch The Hunchback of Notre Dame. I think I'll even humor myself, and torture myself with the Anthony Hopkins version before I watch the GOOD version. *huggles Tony Jay to chest* 

Not really a long day, a pretty good day, I suppose. Gypsy got sick from taking her medicine on an empty stomach, the poor baby, and I want to go see her to get her stuff to feel better, but ah, you can imagine how well that's going right now. :( I just miss her, I want her to be happy and I worry about her all the time, and I'm not satisfied that she's doing well unless I'm there to make sure it is so!

I'm incredibly depressed right now, which might be the yearning for both Seregil and Frollo. My creativity has been on high but my writing skills have been none. I've been meaning to work on the next chapter of my novel but seeing as how I feel like crying for absolutely no reason right now... I don't think that will get done tonight. Shoving it back another day. Ah well.... sigh.

I don't know what is with this random bout of depression, I just want to curl up in a corner and sob it out. One moment I am fine and the next moment I am intensely worried about how much (if any) weight I've gained in the past few months, if I'm getting enough exercise, and all of the sudden if I'm going to get sick and if I get sick then will it be something deadly that I'll succumb to and die from and that opens up an entire door to new paranoias.

I hate
hate
hate
hate
HATE
being hormonal!!!! And a teenager!!! And the two basically go hand in hand! 
I hate being moody without cause

and I JUST got over my period!

Maybe it's freakish period aftermath.

Well, whatever it is, it needs to go away, now.

I have enough going on right now without making stuff up in my head!!! 
 
 
Current Location: The Bell Tower
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Madame Guillotine - The Scarlet Pimpernel
 
 
Joslinne Morgan
22 July 2009 @ 04:39 pm
It has been an incredibly long week - I've managed to avoid blogging about it thus far, but I see I can avoid this no longer. Let us suffice to say that it's been long enough that when I woke up this afternoon I had no idea it was Wednesday.

Gypsy got into a car crash, her scooter ran into the side of a car and by the grace of God she was not harmed further than two staples in her leg, some pretty nasty bruises on either arm, etc. It could have been so much worse. When we got the call, John and I were the first two out the door. We drove down to the scene and I was praying fervently the entire time, begging God - literally - that she would be all right. We reached the scene and lo and behold there were flashing lights, the policemen were pulling her bashed scooter to the side of the road, and my darling was being put into an ambulance on a stretcher. My heart sank into the pit of my stomach - I was crying and shaking - and even though the policeman was assuring me she was all right I didn't believe him. John and I ran to the Emergency area of the hospital. We got her signed in, made sure they had everything they needed - her address, her phone number - etc. Then John and I went to the waiting room to wait. I was still shaking, but I had managed to stop crying for the time being. I think, I might not have, memory fails.

The family that she ran into by accident was there, too. They were unharmed, their car had suffered no more than a few scratches, and they were all extremely nice about it. They kept asking how she was, if she was going to be all right, etc. They finally put Gypsy into a room, I got to see her - she was fine - and then John and I both went back there to wait as they gave her X-rays to make sure nothing was broken and that there was no concussion.

Nothing was broken, no concussion - she had two staples put into her leg and that was it for what they had to do. They gave her prescriptions for pain medication which I put into my now-bulging-with-medical-information purse. She was fine after that, and she proposed to John, now I can happily say that I am going to be a Maid of Honor, and that one of my best friends is getting married to the PERFECT guy for her who might as well be my older brother.

We took her home, after swinging by the grocery store and getting all three of us food because frankly, none of us had eaten and we were starving. We got home, put her to bed, and that was that.

The next day we woke up, got her medication, we did some running around, but she didn't stay in bed as much as she should have and was soon feeling sick later that night. I began to feel non-too-marvelous, m'self. I had a splitting headache that was about to cleave my head in twain and so I went to bed sometime ... I was unsure of the time. But I wasn't able to concentrate very well on anything and thus - very irritable. We watched Buffy, I am warming over to Spike, even though I claim to hate him. The man is hysterical. Maybe it's because he contrasts so greatly to Angel it's astounding.

Anyway, I woke up at 1 in the afternoon today. Yes. ONE in the AFTERNOON. I had NOT meant to sleep that long, I did feel better - a little - when I woke up, but apparently they had tried to wake me up and I hadn't. I had no idea because I hadn't felt/heard any of them try to wake me up, amazing.

I had a tearful breakdown in the meantime, mostly because I am so, so worried about Gypsy still - but now that I know she is working things out and that it's going to get better I'm feeling a bit better about it all. I trust John to take care of her.

Needless to say, I've gotten no writing done. I don't like to hear the crash story when she relates it over to people who have yet to hear it, for some reason it still gives me chills and I don't like to be reminded how frightened I was and how I was so certain I was going to lose her. I know it was all divine intervention, that it was TRULY by the grace of God that she DID survive, if the driver hadn't swerved and had hit her head on she would have died - that is a hard thing for me to say, I don't even like looking at it. I am so eternally grateful to God for that, and I am unashamed to say so.
 
 
Current Location: Mamaw's House
Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: Prayer - The Scarlet Pimpernel
 
 
Joslinne Morgan
Finally I'm done posting these things, I'm just a tiny bit obsessed
I just gave my own page 120000000 views just trying to get this blasted thing to work for me.


 
 
 
 
 
Joslinne Morgan

Ok, now.

Let the onslaught of Frollo fanvids commence!

Now, as you may have guessed already, dear reader. Since we arrived back at the hotel from the Biltmore and since my 200 page goal was met with a riveting chapter ... I have had nothing to do since 7:30 this evening. So, I have been making Frollo fan videos as if my life depended on it. Some of them show the clear signs of my increasing need for sleep. Some of them I actually like, but in my current state, I couldn't even tell you what they are. Here they are, from first to last, and you can tell me if it's bloody obvious or not as to which stages they were created in. 


Considering the large stupidity of LJ, I shall be posting these in sections. We shall call this section video numero uno.



 
 
Joslinne Morgan
18 July 2009 @ 12:40 am
What can I say? The Biltmore Estate was beautiful!!! Imagine living in the very house that they used for "The Importance of Being Earnest". I could completely picture myself living there!! They wouldn't let us snap photos on the inside but on the outside it was free range. I'll post some pictures when my grandmother takes them off her camera.

The first thing my sister did as soon as we stepped out of the bus was point to a jutting gargoyle and say, "Hey, look, Frollo fell off that!" It looked JUST like his gargoyle too. She proceeded to tease me in that manner for the rest of the afternoon, the "Claude Room" only adding fuel to her file. Ahh well, memories! We took a picture of the gargoyle. I'll post that here too when I have the time.

And oh ... the view! Simple words cannot express the sheer beauty of the mountains and the vallyeys that stretched out before us when we stood on the balcony or even looked out a window. So beautiful.... so majesty ... so rare a sight in this day and age. The camera couldn't even BEGIN to caputre its magnificence, desperately as I tried.

*takes deep breath*
Right now, I should be in bed.... I am not, of course, I cannot sleep. I have had a headache since we arrived in the mountains - something to do with altitude, I suspect - and it's been getting better since yesterday but that doesn't mean it doesn't still throb from lack of sleep. Also, it's that beautiful time of the month that I just love SO MUCH!!! Isn't life swell? 

Hmm ... before I barrage you with my onslaught of Frollo videos I have tossed together this evening, I had something else to say. But of course I can't remember.

Tomorrow we go gem mining, that should be an adventure. Hannah keeps looking at me with this wicked smile. She has experience it all before and cannot wait to let me in on what she calls "wet". Something about sitting in a waterfall. And she says yes, I SHOULD be afraid.

OH! I remember what I was going to say! *ahem* 

200 202 PAGES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I haven't reached 100,000 words yet, but I am close. I am 98,812 words so far. One more good chapter or two, and I should be there!!! I am SO FREAKING EXCITED!!! HOPEFULLY before we leaves these mountains I will have reached the 100,000 word goal, God willing, but I am so stuck in this one chapter it's not even funny. Sloooowwwlllly easing my way through it, like dragging a broken wagon through knee-deep mud.

 
 
Current Location: Hotel Room
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: As the World Falls Down - Labyrinth
 
 
Joslinne Morgan
13 July 2009 @ 09:56 pm
Why am I extremely tired, one would ask? I'm always tired, these days. It's like perpetual jet-lag. This morning after arriving at my grandmother's at 7 am I fell right back asleep, only to have strange dreams about bizarre affairs, and policemen building gallows in the tobacco field across from our house (or, I should say, the tobacco field that used to be there) and hanging our neighbors.

Who knows anymore...

Other than that, I've had a fine day. I went to Target, Barnes and Noble, Dollar Tree, and Lowes Foods all in two hours. I come home, no one is online, unfortunately. Laluna and I are collaborating on a story that I have temporarily titled, "The Spirit May Cry" until we pick a better one. Perhaps I'll post it here. Hmmm, should I? *listens for the collective, "YES YES PLEASE!" 

*sighs* 

I'll update when I have more time/concentration. I've spent the last hour and a half making chocolate peanut butter oatmeal cookies.
 
 
Current Location: Avralaen
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Creation of Man - The Scarlet Pimpernel
 
 
Joslinne Morgan
07 July 2009 @ 04:48 pm
One day officially in counting to my birthday ... I have so much crap that I have shoved until last minute (with the marvelous skills of procrastination) that I am flying in a panic. It all hovers on whom I spend tonight with and the rest of the day day... ahhhh ....

As far as writing goes, I have never been in a greater mood for romance than I am right now. However, my novel screams to be written, and is shaking its fist at me with injustice. The characters are rebelling, they are more interested right now in me killing them all on a battlefield than they are in sleeping together. Go figure.

Gypsy is sitting beside me and is about to leave me for work. Who needs jobs, these days? So in a few moments I shall be lonely and with nothing better to do than sit down and write some serious yaoi... or maybe just a good clean romance. *Characters collectively snort* 

I got my hair cut, it's a bit shorter now (not above my shoulders, I'd kill myself) but the lady put layers into it so it actually HOLDS A CURL now. Usually, if you put an iron to it, it will fall immediately flat. But NOW... I can have bouncy, round curls and I LOVE it!

I don't know how I'm going to be able to sleep tonight, or even wait until tomorrow crawls by. I'm so nervous about this party that I almost wish it were over already. So much planning to do, and it's not like my fellow planners are any help. -_-

Anyhow, my dear and loyal fans, I shall depart from you, leaving you with yet another meaningless entry, to see if I can conjure up an interesting short story for the lot of you to enjoy. I need to re-pick up Strahd just to get me in a mood for something that doesn't involve a lot of steam.
 
 
Current Mood: naughty
Current Music: What's playing in my head
 
 
Joslinne Morgan
 

Mr. L. waved Lyndon and I over and I had to set this book down to waltz over like the obedient slave I am. We had a customer, of course, perhaps our first serious one of the night. He was waiting for us upstairs in the special bedroom. My first thought, of course, was "us?" As in this guy liked more than one at a time? Weird but certainly not uncommon, I’ve just never been very popular with most men, and I have never shared a customer with Lyndon, male or female. I was curious, now, as to what kind of person this was. So Lyndon and I trotted upstairs.

We passed several doors, some closed, some open. Some doorways merely had beaded or cloth curtains while others actually shut and locked. Our doorway was one with an actual door, and standing outside of it was a gentleman, perhaps one of the most stunning I have ever seen.

He was fairly tall, with long auburn-ish hair all the way down to his shoulders. He was extremely pale with large, woeful dark eyes. He had the face of a Venetian angel, the illusion of beauty broken by something that made his face too masculine to be feminine. Perhaps it was his nose, which wasn’t quite straight, as if broken and never healed correctly. If that could be avoided, he would have been a knockout.

He was wearing a brown suit (who wears those in this day and age?) and in his hands he held a long cane of polished black wood, a black cape, and a black top hat. I thought at first he was our mysterious client, and I barely managed to glance over my shoulder to see what Lyndon thought of this particular specimen.

“Mr. Strephon?” I asked, reading the name from a small white card Mr. L. had given us. Those beautiful brown eyes widened more than I thought possible.

“Me? No!” he exclaimed quickly, his voice thick with an accent that I could not recognize. “God Almighty, no! I am not Newland Strephon…” he trailed off, and gestured towards the closed door. “Mr. Strephon is in there. I am Shagail Yaakov.”

“Oh,” I said, embarrassed for my mistake. “your pardon, I thought…”

“Such a shame,” I heard Lyndon mutter under his breath. I glanced over my shoulder and raised an eyebrow. His eyes were glittering, and he was casting several suggestive looks Shagail’s way, who was trying his best to dodge them. Shagail glanced towards me, his cheeks flushed red.

“Mr. Strephon is waiting for you,” he mumbled, his words indecipherable underneath the heavy accent. But from the way he kept gesturing towards the door with his free hand I took the hint. Grabbing Lyndon by the elbow, I knocked once on the door, opened it, and steered him into the room.

It was fairly spacious; of course, I suppose it would have to be. Comfortable, too, with a large four-poster bed and a white somewhat musty couch against one wall. A rug was actually spread out on the floor, and there was a window, the drapes for the moment were pushed aside, and moonlight spilled in. I glanced around, searching for our client, and the clanging of the door caught my attention, causing me to jump.

I whirled around, he was standing there, leaning against the door, hands flat and pressed against the wood, his elbows crooked, he leaned halfway off. His lower half was pressed against the door all the way down to the heels of his boots, which were lifted slightly off the ground for he was standing on his toes. He leaned forward, and the moonlight hit his face. I gasped.

He was the most gorgeous creature I had ever seen, he made the fellow standing outside look like a farmer standing next to a Grecian god. His hair was a shining ebony curtain that hung down to his waist, perhaps a little past. My hands suddenly ached with yearning to touch it, and feel it slide like silk or liquid between my fingers. His face was finely chiseled, his jaw sharp and defined. His eyes were like two dark blue pools; so dark they were almost black in color. The look in those eyes was like that of a cat on the prowl, the way they went from me to Lyndon.

But the most extraordinary thing about him was how he dressed. He wore black pants, which I had no doubt were velvet, knee-high black leather boots, a white silk shirt with lace spilling over his hands nearly down to the fingertips, and a black velvet coat. It confused me for a moment, because he looked like he had stepped out of a painting. Did someone forget to inform him that this was not the 1800’s?

Lyndon was transfixed. I could tell without even looking at him that he was immediately smitten. This, for some reason, annoyed me. I did not want my brother smitten with this creature, because after tonight the man would disappear and we would never see him again. Yet Lyndon was like a child with these things, it was, I prayed, just another case of puppy love. Lyndon had never fallen hard for anyone, really, although he often claimed he did.

The room was quiet for a long, long time. It was starting to get to me and I figured I should try and encourage some conversation, or at least get things moving.

“Mr. Strephon, a pleasure to meet you, I’m Lucius Moncreaff and this is my brother, Lyndon Moncreaff.”

“Brothers?” there was an odd glint in those dark eyes, and he paused to lick his lips in another cat-like gesture. “He didn’t tell me you were brothers, he merely assured me you were the best.”

“He” of course, being Mr. L. I felt embarrassed and wanted to punch my employer so hard.

I gave a short, humorless laugh.

“Then I hope you’re not disappointed, my employer has the tendency to … exaggerate.”

“I’m sure I will not be,” he said as he detached himself from the closed door, all fluid, seductive grace. He walked towards us slowly, as if savoring the building tension. By the time he was within touching distance, I was ready to bolt, if my legs would obey the command. Which was doubtful. He reached out and his hand brushed my cheek. His fingertips were like ice, cold as death itself, but the lace was soft, and the scent of his wrist was enticing. I found myself leaning into his hand to prolong the caress.

He reached out with his other hand and touched Lyndon’s hair. I saw his lips part in what looked to be amazement, and he grabbed a handful of it, rubbing it between his fingers, getting himself entangled in it, as if it were the softest most beautiful thing he had ever held. It was all the invitation Lyndon needed. He reached out and his hands ran over the buttons of the coat, trailing down all the way to the bottom, carelessly unfastening them. The coat flapped open, and I saw the shirt beneath had a collar that dipped all the way to the navel, and more soft, inviting lace framed his pale, muscled chest.

Lyndon gave a sigh of pure happiness, and reached out, stroking the pale patch of flesh of which we would undoubtedly be seeing more of very soon. Newland slid off the coat with practiced ease. We were getting somewhere.

I knelt down and tugged on the boots, indicating that I wanted to pull them off. Newland obliged by sitting down on the couch and allowing me to do so. I slipped the first off, then the second, and tossed them aside as if they didn’t matter. I cupped his heel in my hand and kissed his ankle, then worked my way up, kissing the space just above, and so on, until I had to roll up in his pant leg and stopped just at the knee.

Lyndon buried his hands in the soft, glossy hair, and Newland did the same to his. Lyndon buried his face in the hollow of Newland’s neck and breathed in deeply, then kissed his throat. Newland threw his head back and Lyndon continued, going down neck the neck, then slipped the shirt down to Newland’s elbows so that there was bare shoulders and upper chest. Lyndon kissed the shoulders, and then paused, pressing his cheek against Newland’s chest. Newland stroked Lyndon’s hair, and then looked at me with those cattish eyes. I found myself fumbling with my own shirt, and I slipped it over my head. Newland looked at me, his mouth almost in a perfect “O”, and then he leaned forward and kissed me.

A lot of emotions rushed through me at that point, lust not being one of them. His lips, while soft and pliant and nearly human, lacked something. I don’t know what it was, but then he pressed hard enough to nearly bruise my mouth, and he bit my lower lip, drawing blood. I freaked, and tried to struggle out of the kiss, but he seized my wrists and pressed them against the floor, so I was pinned down, and I realized with much horror that he was drinking my blood.

I struggled, and he finally drew away from the kiss, his lips still red with my blood. He looked down at me with a satisfied, smug expression, and I gazed up at him with dumb terror.

“Let me go,” my voice was hoarse even to me, but he had to let me go, or I was going to have a major freak-out. He held my wrists pinned firmly to the floor and he loomed over me, his dark hair making a curtain that shut out the rest of the world, so all I could focus on was him.

“Why would you want that?” he asked, his voice dripping with honey, his throat coated with oil. He hooked his ankles around mine, and dug his knees into my thighs. I nearly cried out in pain, because that was where he was putting all his weight.

“I can’t…go on…” I managed to gasp. “Please, let me out!”

“Your brother is very squeamish,” Newland remarked. I realized vaguely that he was addressing Lyndon.

“He’s never done this before,” Lyndon’s voice was thick, lazy, but also expressed concern. He wrapped his arms around Newland torso, and pressed his mouth to the base of Newland’s neck. “Let him go, I can finish up for him.”

Newland lifted his weight off of me after a moment or two more of completely cutting off my circulation. I rose as quickly as I could, not bothering to pick up my shirt, and literally staggered to the door without a glance behind. My knees were shaking so badly I was afraid they wouldn’t even support my weight that far.

I bolted out the door and slammed it shut behind me. That fellow, Shagail, was sitting outside on a chair that had been provided for him, reading an old novel that looked too thick and too dusty to be of any interest. He glanced up with a look of surprise, his eyebrows raised well above his gold-rimmed reading glasses.

I then collapsed.

He quickly set down his book on top of the pile of items piled between the chair and the wall, and then stood. He reached out a hand, but I was shaking too badly to accept it. He sighed, and took me by the arm, pulling me to my feet and allowing me to put all my weight on him.

“I couldn’t go on,” I told him pitifully. “It was just…too much.”

He nodded in grim understanding.

“Most of Mr. Strephon’s paramours feel that way,” he told me as he set me down gently in the wooden chair. “God knows I was not his biggest….” He paused and wrinkled his brow as if searching for the right word, he finally found it. “…fan, I guess you could say, when we met.”

“It’s just…I thought he wanted a little foreplay, you know? Teasing, nothing serious. That’s what most men I’ve encountered want, usually it’s all they dare…” I could feel myself getting even more panicked, and I couldn’t help it. “He wanted the full package, and I couldn’t do it.”

Shagail leaned over, nodding to my every word, and he touched the sides of my neck with two of his fingers like he was checking for a pulse. I was so not wanting to be touched, so I grabbed his wrist and gave a good shove, sending him staggering back several paces.

“Your pardon,” he apologized, “I was just checking to see if he marked you.”

I glared at him. As if he assumed I would let that man do anything to me.

“Marked, what do you mean?”

“You know, bitten you.”

“Sheesh, he’s one of those,” I scoffed. I glared at Shagail, and he slipped off his brown jacket, holding it out to me, still a good distance away.

“Put this on,” he said. “Please, so you don’t have to wander about here indecent.”

If he realized the absurdity of this statement, he didn’t show it. I sighed and accepted the offer, because d***, it was cold. He whipped his reading glasses off and stuffed them in the front pocket of his crisp white dress shirt. I raised an inquiring eyebrow.

“I don’t need them much anymore,” he was quick to explain, “I stopped needing them a … a long time ago, but you know what they say, old habits die hard.” He shrugged, and smiled weakly. I didn’t smile back, I just sort of sat there, head down, shoulders hunched, coat pulled around my arms tightly against more than just the chill.

“Will he complain?” I asked after a moment, not looking up. “If he tells Mr. Lexin, I’m done for. They’ll turn me out without a second thought.”

He didn’t answer for several minutes, but I didn’t look up to see if he was still there. For a few minutes it was eerily quiet.

“I don’t think he will,” the reply came at last. His voice sounded as if it were quavering. I looked up to see he still appeared calm, but that mask was quickly slipping, and underneath all sorts of feelings were revealed. Among them, terror, resignation, and perhaps madness?

Something was up. Neither Mr. Strephon nor his companion was what they appeared to be. I narrowed my eyes, slightly, and he seemed to notice the change, for that calm mask slipped right back on, but I saw him playing nervously with his glasses.

“Well,” I stood and slipped off his jacket, handing it back to him. “Thank you, I’ll be on my way, now.”

Shagail nodded, if I dare say he did look relieved. I tossed his jacket at him when he didn’t accept it right away, and started down the hall, shivering.

I didn’t want to know what was occurring behind closed doors of the men’s wing. I didn’t want to know what Newland was doing to my brother right now. I didn’t want to think, I didn’t even really want to exist at the moment. Furthermore, I didn’t think I was ever going to let another man touch me again. Ever.


 
 
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Current Mood: pleased
Current Music: Blackeyed Peas - Boom Boom Pow
 
 
Joslinne Morgan
06 July 2009 @ 07:29 pm

I have returned! Camp was fun, but it is so good to be home. The characters have been good to me - and they have been behaving fairly well. I've had random ideas for my novel but so far nothing new so far as the actual next chapter ... I wrote six pages this morning of a LOVELY short story that I cannot wait to show Irene - *dark chuckle* You know what it is, don't you, dear?

Waiting, currently, on mumsy to call me so I can see if I'm going to spend the night at her house tonight or not. I tried to share a fuzzy childhood memory with Gypsy darling by watching Sleeping Beauty yesterday but she shot it down and buried it in the dirt. HOW CAN YOU HATE SLEEPING BEAUTY? That's what I want to know.

Oh well, I love her anyway.

Not much I can update, but I'm sure something more interesting will come to me later. Ciao.

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Can anyone see me?

Shrouded in the abysmal darkness

I lie, waiting for rescue

The light taunts me, promising me salvation

Pulling back before its promises can be carried out

 

Can anyone hear me?

My cries cut through the darkness like a knife

Only for it to pull itself back together, as if I never pierced it

I cry for promised salvation

My frustration runs in red droplets to the ground

 

Does anyone remember me?

I used to exist – once

And now I am nothing

The world has forsaken me, and now

There is nothing but darkness, and I am lost.

 

 
 
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Current Mood: predatory
Current Music: Mr. Brightside
 
 
 
 

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