Ok, sorry, that title just felt entirely too appropriate. I'm PMSing like crazy, so if this journal entry is one long roller coaster of emotion then you know why. I don't blame anyone who closes this window right now and decides to come back on a day of fairer weather.

For those who have not yet abandoned me to my life - I thank both of you for your patience and/or boredom, whatever is keeping you here. Book is giving me sticky patches to mow over, when I'm upset and fogged like this it's even harder to write, but I try to keep up a steady pace, even if it's just jogging down a few words. I'm only on page 82 because of this, I keep re-working a chapter and I can't see to get past the first page of it. I'll try again when I'm not fatigued.

I'm tired, though. Tired of watching kids and doing most of what there is to be done around the house. Right now, I just want to hang out with friends. I'm trying to plan a movie night with one or two of my friends, but that's difficult, these days. Mom's back to school and while I do most of everything around here (cleaning, cooking, etc) I still have to watch the kids ALL THE TIME especially when she goes out because my sister is twelve and my brother is nine, so they're not old enough to stay at home by themselves. Weekends aren't really good for me anymore because I work on Saturdays, and I love my new church that I go to on Sundays, but how can I get involved when I just don't have time to do anything?? Plus, school. I homeschool so it isn't so bad as all that, but it's still like, school, you know?

Arrgh. I can't type tonight. I'm quitting this before it gets too bad.